So, I finally took a plunge, and now things make more sense. That doesn't mean I feel any better about the lack of presence in my life.. Basically, I fussed about how we haven't had a decent conversation in the longest time, and that I felt ignored. And he broke it down, but I wasn't having it, so I gave alternate solutions, and things were cool. Then I called him funk butt. Which I think might be new nickname material...
All in all, this night was pretty awesome. And I don't know if it had anything to do with the conversation, but, if it did, it all goes back to what I was saying about me missing himand not talking to him and that bringing me down, blah blah blah. But I really did feel a lot better. Today was just a decent day all around. Especially this entire evening from about 5 to...now. [currently 1:25 in the AM] Now I'm debating on going to sleep now or busying myself with something.
Also, I have decided that, for the month of November, I will end each post with something that I am grateful for.Today...: I really miss home.Chicago is like, one of the greatest places on earth.
And I'm extremely grateful to have been born and raised in such an insanely amazing place. I can't wait to go back. My whole life is in Chicago: my family, friends, home, everything I know. And on top of that, the place is BEAUTIFUL. Only 15 days until I go back! Yay!
And, aw yeah. The Legend of Mr Rager in 5 DAYS. :D I'm geeked. Yes I am.
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