I even got this little gem from my homie, Tara.
Which is even funnier considering I'm not a big fan of clowns...lol
But, I think that being away from home makes this birthday suck a bit. I don't have anyone physically around me to make me feel all special and whatnot. I'd appreciate a birthday lick or two from a friend or two. It would make me feel better lol. I haven't hugged anyone in forever. It's weird. I'm not that physical of a person, but I can definitely tell the difference, ya know? It's weird. It's not even like, I don't want to be here and would rather be in Chicago for the rest of my life. It's just that the things I've gotten used to and/or miss immensely are back at home, and it's taking me a while to get used to not having any of that here with me every day like it used to be. And it's not like, it's my birthday so I now suddenly I feel crappy about everything. This has been in the back of my mind since like, September. I can usually cope with change pretty quickly, but college is just a really huge switch. So maybe it's taking longer. Or maybe this is the one time I don't have something of comfort nearby to make me feel better about it. Shrruuuggsss.
Well, either way, I'm gonna wear a smile and a party hat, and I'll continue to mind my own business in hopes of not encountering something that will totally bring down my day.
Thanks for the birthday wishes if you gave 'em. I appreciate every one. :)
♥
Word of the Day: disconsolate [dis-KAHN-suh-lit] adjective: without consolation or comfort; unhappy; in reference to a place or thing, causing or showing a complete lack of comfort; cheerless
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